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Name: Kris
Interests: photography, music, skating, poetry, acting, technicianing, my friends, and my girl(s), lesbians,
Expertise: electronics, movies, music and sexuality
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  moreseymour
Member Since:
11/9/2004
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| Alrighty then... I haven't been using xanga thanks to Myspace and Facebook. But I'm going to start using it again, but not so much for personal purposes but rather a Health Log. I started my Master Cleanse tonight which means I'm on a strict 'lemonade drink' diet. I'll do it for as long as I can, hopefully over 10 days, but less than 40. So wish me luck! -Kay | | |
| Kaylee and I broke up quite awhile ago. On our 3 month I believe. Shortly after she found Allaina and I'm happy for them.
I found Alicia. We've been hanging out non-stop since the last day of school (all summer). I've also been with TJ, Justin Keefer, Fred, Andy Weaver, Daryn and sometimes my husband Jay.
I've been talking to her since June 16; Dating since July 14 and happy since the first day we hung out.
Auto response from Alica [6:28 PM]: K: someone needs sex
Me: hm wonder who that could be
so silly.
so so silly.
<3 you're it .
Delicate and gorgeous in body and mind
Behind the walls she builds lays something sweet.
First defeat, shot down but working my way back to her.
We stir up trouble on the streets of Downtown
She frowns I look around; Give her a kiss, I get a smile
After awhile we’re lying in each other’s arms
No harm can come to her when she’s with me
You see, I always take care of my adorable Princess
Unless she’s taking care of me – the best cuddler around.
We’re bound to be holding hands and trading glances
Bad stances have me tripping over my own shoes and stumbling
Fumbling for balance and safety; I need some security
She’s purty and I want her more than I probably should.
Could this be a bad sign Or a chance to take?
I’ll break into thousands of pieces or just be broken
The ring-a tolken of my caring affection
No deception - only hope that maybe we could be perfectly perfect together
Love to all.
-Kay-
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| I'm so glad my girlfriend doesn't love me.
Then I might actually have to care about myself.
Yay for almost 3 months together. Or more like 2 months of bliss and one of falling apart! | | |
| My Predicament:
Have you ever been blessed with meeting or better yet knowing someone who's too incredibly amazing for words? Well, I have. I realize that I'm extremely lucky, but I'm also in a not-so-great position. How do you tell someone how amazing they are when words can never truly show how much they mean to you? I suppose I could say 'I love you' but that phrase means a lot while saying nothing at the same time. To say 'I love you' would be far to vague. That phrase is just a cover-up of what you really feel. How could you only love someone? Don't you have to love specific things or traits? You could say 'I love everything about you' and that would be at least somewhat better. But I want to stay away from that.
What do you say to the only one (or one of the few people) who make you feel important; that you're actually worth something? Because I don't know how to tell the most extraordinary person I've encountered how special they are. I thought amazing would suffice; I was wrong - it's not even close.
Have you ever felt like you were with someone who was perfect for you? I mean absolutely perfect for you; no doubt about it - you were meant to be together! It's what everyone wants, right? Well, I'm downright scared. She's almost too perfect. And it scares me because I don't know why she cares. She could have anyone, yet she chose me. Why? The worst part is if something happens, I can't really do anything.
She makes my day; I'm happier than I've been in a long time (3-4 years); I enjoy talking to her more than anyone; I like the way she say's 'hello' when I call her; she's my everything. | | |
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You were never worth my time.
Or my broken heart
I know all good things must come to an end
but there first has to be a start. | | |
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